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I'm a 30-year-old woman that is dealing with day to day life with paranoid-shizoaffectove disorder, DID, and severe PTSD. Yes I've tried to kill my self, yes I've been hospitalized for it and yes I am learning from my mistakes.
Journaling is my saving grace. I love to write, I love my friends that I hold close and I pray that I do not burden your hearts. My writing may never be more than crap, a waste of time, or foolish smut or stupidity, but at least it gave me a positive outlet for whats in my life.
I am engaged to a wonderful man. Smart, sweet, and caring.
"A Beautiful Lie"
Lie awake in bed at night And think about your life Do you want to be different? Try to let go of the truth The battles of your youth 'Cause this is just a game
It's a beautiful lie It's the perfect denial Such a beautiful lie to believe in So beautiful, beautiful it makes me
It's time to forget about the past To wash away what happened last Hide behind an empty face Don't ask too much, just say 'Cause this is just a game
Everyone's looking at me I'm running around in circles, baby A quiet desperation's building higher I've got to remember this is just a game